Despair, can ravage you, if you turn your head around and look down the path, thats led you here. cause what can you change? cause your a vessel now, floating down the water ways. you can take your rudder and take your ship, just don't bother with the things left in your wake. just sail, belly up to the clouds. the rocks scraping your back. to breath in the air will be, the only thing you have.